zozo - low confidence

zozo - low confidence

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Kritik gärna, om jag missat någe eller om det bara ser fult ut
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It all started with some of by best friends.
At least I thought until' they fucked my confidence.\\
My buddy John said, common' now take a hit,
I could'nt stand up for myself, i was a fucking bitch!\\
Started to take those drugs and got addicted.
And now i'm blaming my friends, such dickheads!
They said being west or eastcoast is just a rollercoaster,
I agree it has its ups and downs BUT NOW I'M FALLIN.
It felt for a moment like i was on the top. No one could stop me, not even the cops!
So i wanna be back, back on track, not the railways, every time it fails, feels like a million nails.
I wanna get back to normal, before i got stun', before i got the gun,
before the fucking blazing had begun.
I'm to old for new shit like drugs, i need hugs and a fucking family, you gettin' me?
Or are u shittin' me? That thug life just aint working for me!
I'm sick of feeling like this, because i'm feeling like piss, always pissed and never kissed.
I look up to the gangster who makes it out alive, i know i wont, its a matter of time when I die.
I cry, in the searching for love, what makes me pumpin'.
Maybe one day i can find my own "pumpkin' ".
Forget my background maybe have a kid or two,
crawl out of this game and get stronger than you.
I hope you are feeling my angry lovesong,
not laughing but respecting and sing-along.