Emotional Scars (du som vill läsa nåt vettigt)

Emotional Scars (du som vill läsa nåt vettigt)

Im da kid with more enemies than friends
so those who are loyal might just pretend
an da social services do whateva they choose
ma parents aint shit so Im left with da booze
when I was da new kid commin up in da hood
I saw people doin all kindsa shit got me thinkin whuut?
an u betta get cold an go fuck your heart
what I mean is I wasnt like this from da start
Now Im just KejineL left in an uncrackable shell
I feel da flames burnin sumthin happens in hell
fuck da military they donno what makes u a soldia
cus da shit in my life makes me colder an colder
fuck punchlines I rhyme trough my heart an mind
even for a ciggarette people is ready 2 commit crimes
my life my parents have left me so depressed
now Im stuck far from home so whats da next step
an my girlfriend is da only one who makes me smile
I truly love her an I know shes only one of a kind

can someone tell me why, If there really is a god
why is he so obsessed of makin me come up so hard
allmost all of my homies have emotional scars
an my childhood memories left me with a frozen heart
 

Verse 2

I need to know homie, would u be there 2 back me up?
if someone come trough, walked up n tried to smack me up?
damn I just wanna get back an feel ma girl hold me
fuck parents da only real family I have is ma homies
I sleep wit one eye open, cus sleep is da cusin of death
u would break down if u could take a look in ma head
I sigh with every breath I got a lot bottled up in ma chest
Ive starred death in da eye so who cares of your threats
If I told u bout things dat happen u wouldnt believe me
u would say those da things u only see on TV
da graveyard is full of indespensible men
man, ure allways surrounded by enemies
look at ya friends afta zippin sum hennessy
I dunno for what, but Im patiently waitin, like Jason
chained to a stone wit a padlock under water
aint got a home, thanks dad, yup, some father

can someone tell me why, If there really is a god
why is he so obsessed of makin me come up so hard
allmost all of my homies have emotional scars
an my childhood memories left me with a frozen heart

Verse 3
Ive learned dat there are moments dat shape our lives
ma soul burns, trust me peoples determined to take our lives
go on asshole hate ma lines, but u know I ace these rhymes
try to take whats mine I wouldnt hesitate to brake ya smile
now I have a psychologist who does nuthin but put ma thoughts to twist
Ill tell u one thing, dont ever try to put me in a collar bitch
muthafuckas locked me up fo 2 months whos da true chumps?
but fuck u cus I wont change up so whos da fool huh?
what comes goes, u will get yours just wait u fags
cus I bet a lot of people want 2 be killas wit jason masks
everybody thinks dat I look forward, dat Im so positive,
but dats your word, cus Im fuckin about 2 walk da bridge
an Im not da kid, who u thought gets stopped by fists
an Im not a object so, drop da quiz an drop ya shit

can someone tell me why, If there really is a god
why is he so obsessed of makin me come up so hard
allmost all of my homies have emotional scars
an my childhood memories left me with a frozen heart