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Never thought this could happen in my world
So why father you want me to get hurt
Youve said youd change but your just the same
You made my heart scream to get out the pain
I dont cry tears any more, i just cry out my soul
When youve been around in my life ive never felt whole
Getting punches in the face, i dont wanna live no more
So dont feel sure about me stayin in your home
And it have been so close, me walkin out that door
And ill be leaving with pride, showin no regrets leavin this floor
You chose to leave my side and to hide your feelings
You made me regret so much that i cant even breath in
You only left scars in my life, and the wounds are deep in
And theres no one to heal it, loneliness makes me feel sick
So i wont ever forget, and ill never forgive
I put my words on that threat for as long as i live.
Sometimes i wanna cry over things youve said
But i realised, drunk and sober are not the same
You made me scared only thinking of your name
I was the one you put on the blame, never faith
And ive been running for days away from the hate
That you tried to create, and it feels like ive been made
To feel pain and to get to pay, for your mistakes
But ill never let myself break, cause im strong, feelin ok
Ill never give up, i will fight on the inside
But it feels like im losing, taking over the cruel shit
Fighting, trying to heal the bruises, surrounded by bullshit
Its hard getting through with it, even harder living it
Life, no surprise, but its full of lies
Making me feel weak, a thing that i wont survive
Its like a language, that ill never learn to speak
And for me, having a normal life is a dream.
(bridge)
You never tried to raise me up, you thought you could buy
The way i express thing with my face, even my smile
And the fake face that i make, showing no dying inside
And the promises you made to hide your bad parent lie.
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It's better to give unasked, then giving asked.
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