love story

love story

she had always been a beatiful girl
i was looking at a crowd of people
she stood out she was beyond this world
her beuty was leathal pure and undescitfull
once i got to know her i notitced she had  brains to
just by talking to her it could change you
so i always came to her with my problems
she really listend and never acted like "i have enough friends"
she saw right through you im telling you she had a good sense
but she was set on defense mode
as i got closer and closer the story unfolds
it was like all the tickets to her hearth was sold out
i refused to accept that i was a lost child
lost in my emotional blur
there was only one thing i could see clearly it was her
she was the most pure soul i had ever come across
losing her it would be my greatest loss
but she finally opened up to me
and said i know how you feel
ive felt the same pain for many many years
we've been through similar stuff and felt the same fears
caus also she was afraid to be left alone
no one to talk to a prisoner in your own home
and in your own mind going over stuff repeted times
now that we both knew most of our secrets
everything felt great and i wanted to move on to the next stage

i really wanted to tell her "i love you"
but i was afraid to be taken for a fool
and to be rejected so for a while i let my feelings be undetected
but the result was unexpected we started to split apart
and go diffrent directions so i had to speak from my hearth
i told her i loved her but it sounded pretty lame
in opposit of her response that quickly came
she was very understanding as she tryied to explain
that she had known while so me holding back was all in vain
she said there could never be you and me, there could never be us
so there it was i had just lost my greatest loss
so i broke down and could'nt think about the future
i was stuck in the past in my memorys of her
i pulled away caus i needed distance
i wanted to forget about her in this instant
and i kind of made it, i didnt see her for severel months
so my feelings faded but i did see her some times
when i saw her i instantly froze i couldnt think i felt cold
caus i got flooded with emotions like a sudden chilly windblow

me looking back thinkin, i came to relise
you should listen carefully to others advise
then think for yourself there could be secret agendas
they hide that could lead to the effects of what pain does
depression and sadness had never been a concern before
but im telling you i had plenty in store
but i broke out of it and stood strong
after two years of sadness that felt so long
by coincident i began talking to her again
i still passed her protective fence
bur noticed imediatly she only wanted to be my friend
she saw i felt a little down and asked me why
i thought for a minute and decided for my owns sake i shouldnt lie
so i told her more precise how i always felt
my eyes swelled it was hard for me
but i could think more clearly atleast a part of me
and she said sorry even thought she had done nothin wrong
she said i will always be there for you so stand strong
so thats wath ill try to do
caus never again ill be such a lovesick fool



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