thinking back, första seriösa

thinking back, första seriösa

I’m feeling lost, drowning in my own thoughts
If I only knew then what I know now I would have fought

My mind went all crazy so I panicked I didn’t think
Was to late to write my future, the pen was dry I had no ink

Never felt the light all I could se was the dark
Didn’t feel love for mom, how the fuck could it be so hard

Waking up of the sound of a junkie all high on snow seals
Back to sleep with help from my nightmares, I couldn’t feel

Broken up inside I didn’t know what to do
Until someone said lets blaze and that’s how I met you

Once I was my mammas boy but later I was left all alone
When she putted the motherfucker first I knew I had no home

That’s when the drugs became my only solution
Thank god that my friends where there cause family I had none

Deep down I were bleeding, is this gonna last forever
Looking back at the time, I was high, thinking whatever




The man without a name broke me up from my mother
Calling me his son who the fuck are you acting like my father

You were talking about suicide what tha fuck you didn’t dare?
Come say it to me now and I personally hang up the snare

You came and ruined my life for fore years before you where gone
Arrested then put in jail only threee months for beating my mom

But I’ll gather all my anger now cause one day we will meet
Then I’ll watch you bleed to death out on the fucing cold street

It was you who made me angry it was you who made me hate
Mother fucker I cant stand it is this hate gonna be my faith?

I’ll always remember when the devil came to my room
Whatever day you die that day will never come to soon

But me and my mother are back and living life
And once again I know that she will sacrifice

Whatever it takes, so I can live again
We are standing together stronger then ever never let this happen again



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