Tsun - Story Of A Boy

Tsun - Story Of A Boy

1994
A boy stands in his kitchen
Listenin' to his mom, Holding hands with his sister
The thing's she said is still echoes in his head
And it's ringing louder for every tear that's wept
I guess the first time anything shake just a little
You're helpless and everything breakes in the middle
His parents were splitting up, like lightening struck
He stand there without crying, but inside he's stuck
They were splitting up, He felt like giving up
He kept it inside everytime he wanted to bring it up
Ignoring the cries, And kept packing up some garbage
And every sunday they went to dads one bedroom apartment
One week and back with his friends, Happy again
One week and start packing again, back to daddy again,
He started in a new school with a lot of new pressure
Dying inside he started to let go of everything he treassured



2000

Then he started falling for real
Hopeless to dream, hopeless to feel, hopeless to breathe
He skipped school one day a week, Later two days a week
Later three days a week, Later it was like seven days a week.
And they dragged him back to school making him work harder
He worked harder as the world turned darker
Then he snapped, He just fucked up
Stopped caring for his friends, his girlfriend or anyone
Without reason he killed her glow, Unexplainable to this day
But he forced himself to kill his soul
It ripped him open, Filled it with filth and poison
And took the possibility to leave it open and she closed it
He loved her so much, But he was to lost to know
After that, It wasn't possible to let anyone come to close
He spit at her, Laughed at her, Killed her last hope
Nowadays he would kill just to bring her back though

2004

Well, The story goes on, Still crashed and smashed up
And it continues with more and more bad luck
Well, His mom broke his handcuffs with hugs and kisses
The family was going for a trip over Christmas
Dad stayed at home, The boy was getting  two weeks vacation
A beach instead of gray pavement, Sunset instead of playstation
They had it cool, They hooked up with a neighbour family to,
Every morning he felt like the world was new
This morning the world changed, The boy woke up
His whole bed shaking, The sound of the world breaking
The Tsunami took him, He made it, But without family
Damn, That boy really think he knew tragedy!
His room was gone, He made it up on a balcony the last second
A ripped up stomach, Bleeding, Just one grip from heaven
This boy was someone I knew, Someone that I used to see
The mirror's so blurry nowadays, But they say that he was me..