[Document] - Neglected heart
Ten memories, one for every year
a child runs away from home, away from fear
the grown mans burden, on broken shoulders
"leave me behind, run away while you can" I told her
cold bare knuckles hitting a face of innocence
pain is phycical but the mind sets on distence
Remember masks over lies, defending the morning star
I was by far, the only kid in school with scars
on a lookout, for two eyes who for once would care
How many times am i supposed to say;
....."I just fell down some stairs?!"
Fuck man, when you´re on your own, stay alone
i´m sinking to the depth of the ocean like a stone
"Hey boy, don´t you dare speak to me with that tone!"
bruises paint my skin, i was formed by broken bones
breathing fear while waiting on the reciving beating
friends wondering why im not considering leaving
everyday a struggle, applying what i was thaught
stealing, lying, fighting, and i never got caught
Left alone on the playground. becoming an outcast
realized very fast, that i maybe woulden´t last
through life, through the hour, through the next breath
how the hell did i put my self in this fucking mess!?
bless her god, for she is still on her feet
i swear mom, one day i´ll bring you his teeth
for closing the world by your teary eyes
one day he´ll go to sleep, hit by a surprise
it´ll be the straight way to reaching katharsis
he´ll meet the dark angel and her venemous kiss
I won´t miss him, and i´ll hate you, if you do
if it´s tru what they say, i´ll reach redemption too
so don´t worry about my soul, an agreement has been made
God owes me big time, for fucking with my fate
I swear by the day, the night, by the sun and the moon
You just wait motherfucker, i´ll outgrow you soon
Droppa kritik och tycke! Peace/Document