I've seen seasons change [spoken word]

I've seen seasons change [spoken word]

I’ve seen seasons change from my bedroom window.
The sun, the clouds, the rain and snow.
The same trees, the same roads, the same houses, only different lighting.

My windows crackle and pop as damp air makes wood swell.
They’re sound proof, almost…
I can barely hear reality outside of my bedroom window.
I lay in silence in bed and listen to the rain and wind, almost punishing my window.

Tap, tap, tap… the rain is talking in morse code, inviting me to go outside and join it.
Sssssh… The wind says the opposite.
I can only see dark clouds and grey skies when I lay in my bed today.
It’s almost as if I was flying, facing heaven.

No trees, no roads, no houses, only different lighting.
I’m barely conscious.
I fall asleep.
I’m barely conscious.
I’m waking up.

My eyes are still closed but I can feel the warmth of the sun,
caressing my face in silence like the warmth of a loving woman.
I’m almost completely awake.
I open my eyes.
I can only see blue skies and little cotton ball clouds when I lay in my bed today.
I´ve seen seasons change from my bedroom window.