fuck life I know I need to do something drastic I need to do something fantastic I'm standing in the shower with a razor blade hopin for this pain to fade away the blood drops down from my wrist if only you were here to give me a kiss but your eyes are pointed at someone else now I know that this is hell always has there been situations like this u know my days of suicide are thouse I miss back then I had a goal: to kill myself right now I dont know anymore Im just another confused soul with no goal Refr. I can't feel pain anymore coz there is no greater pain then you I'm just a worthless mofo and I belong in the zoo But I'll be alright, as long Im able to hurt myself fuck life.. I end my life tonight with a butcher knife