Clear My Thoughts
1st Verse
Some feelings are bottled up, but now I twist off the cap
One sip, and I´m already pissed ´cause the crap
taste terrible, and is really hard to swallow
I feel lost, I wish I had a star to follow
All I know is that I´m far from where I´m supposed to be
I´m a lone wolf, but if you ever get close to me
You can scratch the surface and get behind the scene
I´m a loser, that´s why I resigned the team
I ain´t playing, I spent most of the time on the bench
as life goes by on the other side of the fence
Left on the outside, I didn´t fit in
I´m overwhelmed by the emotions that´s hidden within
Low self-esteem, phobia, anxiety, bitterness
The list goes on, we all know who the quitter is
Everything seems hopeless when you got problems
So I drown my sorrow ´til I hit rock bottom
Hook
So much on my mind, I gotta clear my thoughts
Here´s a taste of the solitude and the fear I fought
And the tears I brought to this piece of paper
Gotta write this down, it won´t ease off later
The solution gets closer for every line I stack
It´s like a therapy session every time I rap
Even though it hurts, I gotta let it out
It feels so much better once I get it out
2nd Verse
All my problems forcing me to stay awake
I´m not a ladies´ man, so don´t playahate
It´s true, I can count them all on one hand
When you´re lovesick, you act kinda dumn, and
there´s consequences for the things that you did sloppy
I didn´t use no protection when Cupid shot me
My inner voice says: "you idiot, look what you did!"
It´s my fault that my son have to live in two cribs
Will he go through the same emotions that I had?
Will I become a stranger to him just like my dad
that he only meets on holidays and birthdays?
and be like: "why was I even born in the first place?"
I spit blood on the mic, my heart is bleeding
Rhymes razorblade sharp to mark this feeling
Broken dreams, broken heart, broken home broke my spirit
So I disappear in the clouds and smoke my spirit
Hook
3rd Verse
I´ve been pushed around and picked on, they told me that
I wasn´t shit, basically, just to hold me back
Damn, this world almost got the best of me
Man, fuck y´all, here ´s the rest of me!
I had suicidal thoughts, I was so upset
But I came to my sense, I can´t go just yet
I love my son, and he needs a dad in his life
to help him through everything that´s bad in this life
So I try to keep it cool with my baby mama
´Cause the last thing I want is a Shady drama
I´ve still got some issues, but it´s time to move on
´Cause I feel like I´ve been depressed for too long
It´s never too late to change if you want to
Just exorcist the evil spirits that haunts you
I´ve finally figured out the solution of the grind
Insight is the first step, Revolution of the Mind
Outro
So much on my mind, no, not any more
Finding your path, you have to open many doors
The time is now, it´s too late to go back
("You´re the best!"-sampling) Yeah, I already know that
The album will be out before the next year ends
One love to my family and my dear friends
Big up to BBB, DL and Skii
Business and pleasure, it´s all love to me
I mean, who knows where this music will take me
As long as I got hiphop, nothing can break me
Talking
Yeah... Thank y´all for listening... Take care now... One.
You don't think rational when you're lovesick
The heart convince the brain that the glove fit
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