If i die

If i die

If i die..
don’t cry for me,
this situation is fuckt up, can’t u see?
it aint no sun that gonna shine for me,
u talkin about that one day it all will change,
but the truth is that when i die i will be free,
don’t be sad for me, it’s gonna be okey,
got that voice in my head, tellin me it ain’t worth to pray,
it’s a fuck’t up life, and i don’t feel alive,
i wish for a change, before i die,
dry my tears n let me see the light,
lookin for happiness, but all i got is darkness in my sight,
when u take your first step, it’s a step closer to your death,
waking up in the middle of night, trying to get a breath,
all my feelings comes to me at night, when im trying to sleep,
life is a game without rules, u aint gonna survive if u aint gonna cheat,
everybody needs someone to have by there side,
someone to share the hard times with, when the problems are to many to hide,
who is there for u, when u need to open your heart?
who is that speciell person how can understand how u feel, without you need to talk?
for me is just a dream cuz all i’ve got is pain,
walking around in the shadows with my lifes bigest question, will it ever change..?