words of mine paint a gruesome picture of fantasiesim a diamond in the ruff not worthy of gleamim a smart uneducated nigga that's facing realityand this wall is the only thing talking back to mei see no escape route so i hide myselfim the unlucky one missing from number 12when desperation hits me like a blow to the headi wake up in the dark thinking im already deadits only hell on earth just same shit on a new daybut i got love for city so i am never walking awayits hard for you to understand when you dont want to listenim a captive and guard of my very own prisoncant let myself out cus there's murderers in herei think im losing my sanity but do you even care?think while you watch cus there's a lesson to be learntbut dont come to close cus you wings probably get burnt