Phantasy- i wonder

Phantasy- i wonder

what i really wonnder
is my words louder then the thunder
or do i just do as a junker and be treated as trash thrown in the bunker
i wonder if i need to be rawer i take a shower
and hope i dont do not just one more blunder
i hope for an under but nothing happens
i just wonder if i should go for the ride and strap the seat belt
it feels like i'm more closed up and 5 guys in a one man tent
if u can pls send a gift i could use a new pen
so i can write to you again my old friend
i wonder if where u go its really the end
if it is not i will really listen carefully maybe then
i really can feel alive and forget about this awful pain


i wonder if sometime i really gonna make a stand
if i ever have a chance to earn a grand
i wonder if i ever gonna really trust me again
i don't think i can but for me i'm no good man
but still how bad i'm i will never fit in the can
i'm not insane but the thoughts com to as an amazone rain
i just dont want to live in vain
just go with me and walk in the same lane
then u understand is like to get hit by a train
u must be strong and dont be a guy who-is-easy-gain
dont put my brain for any more cain
i promise in some time i will try tho change