Phantasy-just a session!

Phantasy-just a session!

So i have felt really down, i have felt that joy never comes around
can't i just pretend that my phantasy is my reality maybe then
i can feel glad for eternity,
well maybe someday i find my way back again, hopefully.
but if we can? speak clear to each other, so do i feel depressive like a murderer
Don't know what to do, i dont even have the guts to ask you.
Can i say like this baby i maybe haven't told the whole truth?
i don't know my head is lost, anyway i dont want to hurt u at any cost.


Becuse time with you was so rapidly fast,
i have both memory from the presence and the past
well you dont know always how long a relationship will last
but for now screw that i got a hangover n want my breakfast
so now i'm sitting here in front of my computer
n acting like all you guys have me as a rap tutor
if i can dream if i know this was a rap of insanity
then one day? i will say that i was the best for eternity
when i take the mic u don't see a rapper u see a royalty

my thoughts have bin miss-directed i understand why i'm so hated
even how hard i really try, the misstakes i did can't be forgotted
for some past years i was a disaster as a bomb that exploded
Please don't understand i'm not so depressive
i just need to kick some things out becuse i feel so massive
now i just feel that i just repeat myself constantly
i just wanna end of and say even if it seems i never felt my life was so hardly