wilen - drug addict Life just isn't like I picturedSpendin' everyday tryna fight addictonAnd while I'm in it, it's a lie I'm livin'Let's face the facts, don't wanna die from this shitFillin' my nose with speed and smokin' weedJust ain't a great way to cope with griefMaybe some -benzodiazepins- will -help me relax at least-Man, I've used every bad excuse to back into a state of mindWhere you don't know what's to come and followJust pop and swallow, don't give a flyin' fuck, fuck tomorrowAnd the crazy thing is; when you know it's bad You're still goin' back, you just ain't in control of thatAnd I've realized I'm a drug addict and I'm stuck at it...A drug addict, and I'm stuck at it.