Mnsfri - Mindup
I tear a whole page out of my paperblock
and it feels awkward, like the whole world is near me.
its hard for me to do things halfway, couse.
i have to be on the top. everyone see me
and the rippedout page is written with pain
I make a paperplane and through it of a sealing
I though it good and hard, with accuracy
and make sure it wont land somewhere near me
and just to make sure no-one know who it was
who trough it, Im quickly leaving the sealing
I hide away for weeks even months with my paperblock
writing new words with blood, and then conseal it.
so instead of do it and fail, I hide away
but i´m an actor, and you want even feel it
You think im happy and laughing, but i am gasping for air
from all the crying and screaming
I might have been born yesterday sir, but I stayed up all night
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