Surreal Feeling
I know I’ve already had this dream before, I distinguish the peal/
I know the feeling is there, but the dreams are still unreal/
No appeal, no call for help, it’s just a sleep, I just proceed/
Without a thought, without a smile, no feelings at all indeed/
I speak of love, my words spells the mystery, but I do not know/
Not known for while, and when we cross the street, away I go/
Not afraid, but still scared, not of harmony, but the chaos within/
There is no truce, there’s no peace, when the war begin/
It’s against myself, and I always win, and lose, I also do/
Into the darkness I descend and it’s autopilot too/
Of course I ask myself, as well the skies, for a reason; why/
And every time, the answer is; it’s so hard to say goodbye/
Moments lost there in, inside your head, that makes the deal/
It’s not just one, two, or three, memories so many it’s surreal/
I want to erase it all, but also keep them safe, all in the heart/
I want to believe, I need to trust, and know I won’t fall apart/
So I keep it all, at a distance so safe, but close enough in case/
An angel would descend, from my starry skies and kiss my face/
So, the stars I spoke of before, is my accord, my peace and love/
And all the colors thereof, I can’t just leave them undreamed of/
You see, it’s where all the magic is, I don’t need the safety/
I need the pain, I need the crash, I’m not looking for omniety/
Because without it all, the battle would not be worth at all/
Love not be it all, life would be tedious, the whole world would fall/
Darkness complete the light, without the other, none would exist/
Twisted it is, this feeling you can’t resist; of love: which never persist/