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den här går ut lite till min älskade vän. jag fuckade upp så illa så jag vet ente var vi står nu, men förhoppningsvis får jag "förklara" nån dag. kommer med en ny text nu iaf, lånade en reff av Chester Bennington (från Linkin Park) de var viktigt för denna låten, och om ni undrar varför jag lägger upp en text ist för att spela in så är jag fattig o kan ente för tillfället.


Behind The Curtains

Im tired of goin to sleep drunk or high
so sad of ya dad sayin u aint a son of mine
sick of ya homeboy swearin this is the last time
but when ya call you get fuck you this is my life
like Im supposed to say go a head do chronic everyday
man, ever since the moment I was born I've been dying
almost breakin down with the feelin like Im on fire
Im sorry of sein my grandma breakdown in tears
sorry I cant put a stop to her worries n fears
cus she's the only one thats really cared fo me
my answer is the only one thats really been there fo me
she was there when I didnt have a fuckin home
when mom kicked me out, bitch, now Im really gone
grandma opened up her heart showin me luv n warmth
broke as fuck but still provided us both wit food
an I apologize fo cummin home drunk or bruised

behind the curtains Kevin is dead
an KejineL is bred

have u ever woke up an thought, damn Im alive
the suns right there but u cant feel it shine
dont touch me, social services wanna put a lock on me, its nuthin
stop runnin ya mouth, say it to my face but know it cant crush me
Ima take u back to the little boy so sad he screams wheres daddy
and so confused, crying wonderin why mommy slapped him
damn, its gotta be in my genes I cant keep away from the bottle
but trust me, thats the smallest reason of my problems
cause I might just have lost one of my blessings
my anger exploded an it made me sock my bestfriend
he head-butted me right back but I deserved it
just wanna let ya know that my heart is hurtin
David, keep it real dont let em fool you with that bullshit
we gonna let em know the tracks we breath on is hot like full clips
so many people hate, they say they gonna piss on my grave
but just to let you know trough these lyrics I piss in ya face

behind the curtains Kevin is dead
an KejineL is bred

I've been trough so much so I know
This is real Im not tryin to be grown
never thought I'd meet a girl I'd had love fo'
but she left me, man, now my hearts real cold

This can't be life, we're living
Cause I don't wanna live no more
I don't wanna live no morrrrrre
This can't be life, we're living
Cause I don't wanna live no more
I don't wanna live no morrrrrre
This can't be life we're living
Cause I don't want it no morrrrrre, no morrrrrre
This can't be life we're living
Cause I don't want it no morrrrrre
No mooooooo-orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre