Lil' Gurl Lost
(Verse 1)
She was a little girl, nobody ever showed her her worth
Though it hurts she was only taught the pain of this earth
Seems cursed, can't even tell when things have gone bad
Cries herself to sleep, cause mami left her home with step-dad
Then the scene gets sad, he asks her if she sexually active
Been mentally damaged, telling her she ain’t attractive
What he ask is, to get something he knows ain't around
She starts lookin, he just grabs her, starts holdin her down
Covers her mouth, she fights back, he chokes her to sleep
When she wakes up, he’s already about 6 inches deep
Then he starts to speak, and calls her “dirty lil whore,
I can tell right now, that you've had some sex before”
Panties on the floor, he finished the task he was seekin
Semen in her body, while her tears is constantly leakin
She thought he was leavin, some words came from his grasp
“Get up off ya dirty ass, and go and take you a bath”
(Verse 2)
13 when they met, 16 when they started to date
Thought he's the perfect mate, how they met must've been fate
Everything seemed great, then mami kicked her out of the house
He helped her out, before words even came out of her mouth
She thought he was just lookin out, doin what a man should do
Not realizin that dude, truthfully had some plans to use
To the light comes truth, finally asks her to move in
She had low self-esteem left over from step-daddy's abusin
She didn't want the good thing ruined, so she agreed
A month he switches up, released the other side of the beast
Unleashed, he starts to hit her and she's blamin herself
If she just doesn't mess up, she won't be ashamed of herself
She sees a change in herself, the pain becomes a remedy
She really wants to fight back, but no longer has the energy
Assassinate her like Kennedy, if she tries to leave
So sad she has to ask, if she even tries to breathe