Capish - Discrace To The Earth
Vers.1
You wanna make friends but not with fake friends
friends with no loyalty, friends with no patience
no trustworthy friends, friends with no face
who hears that shit and still cant see im in pain
who makes a mistake, and cant even look me in the eye
so they lie, and i found out, so it took me by suprise
but life is caught up, and theres, nothing to do
cuz dosent matter if ur down, there is something in you
who will sooner or later, lift u up to the sky
and theres always someone, u can trust in this life
even if the decoys destroys, u still got the shadow
and ur own personallity, to admire with medals
keep the pedal to the metal, never pump the brakes
u shouldnt stop the life after just, one mistake
ur sitting inside, thinking about things in ur life
all the dirt that u done, left u with shit in ur eyes
Ref. x2
I rhyme to keep my head clean
I rap just to keep my head free
life is never ever what it seams
u never end up like what u want to be
I feel that im a discrace to the earth
not my fault though, god gave me the curse
Vers.2
Its not worth it but u feel worthless, this moment
u feel the shitty days yesterdays were actually golden
u keep lying to yourself, as if that would make ya clean
and I keep talking as if its you, but its actually me
this song is about myself, this is my story, my life
as I was guided through the doors, just, by signs
but it wasnt a sign, more like a, coincidence
as I sit I wonder, cuz damn, I was born innocent
what flipped my way of thinking, what made my guilty
made stained blood on my hands, what made me filthy
is it gods plan?, am I about to find myself
its been going on for years, i need to find some help
I can smile for a while, make u belive im doing fine
while the fact is, the pain is really eating me inside
so just let me be.. cuz life aint really that great
im stepping out of this shit, out of this rat race
Ref. x2
I rhyme to keep my head clean
I rap just to keep my head free
life is never ever what it seams
u never end up like what u want to be
I feel that im a discrace to the earth
not my fault though, god gave me the curse
Vers.3
Whats bugging me most, im trying to make it right
but I keep doing good shit but theres no light in sight
maybe its all bull shit, life wasnt ment for everyone
I realized, life is life and maybe it cant be done
still searching for hope, thats why I made this track
tell ya maybe god aint real, and ya should face the fact
theese religious fiction, cant take nothing for granted
cuz I keep praying and asking, but god wont bother to answer
so I keep coughing and doing shit I shouldnt do
why wont you talk to me, am I too "hood" for you?
why?, cuz i cant walk straight with a shirt and tie?
cuz im hurt inside?, and I aint living a worthy life?
dont I deserve to smile?, cant I feel that this earth is mine?
I curse and cry, but I guess that im not the first in line?
but this been going so long, cant I also search the light?
or I get it, ur just paying no attention to this, worthless guy