Searching
Writing lines about stuff that hurt a lot//
Like this pen, it's burning hot//
Dot.. dot.. dot..// Life's a freaking sensation//
That requires a lot of concentration// and dedication//
I've been through depression//, life's been a fucking question//
But I'm making progression// against happiness in my life//
I'll shine through my inner darkness, my strife//
They all will see//
Me being me..//
Trying to find myself again//
Searching everywhere in the rain//
Love tries to explain// that whatever you do//
you'll always have pain// right there with you//
Pain's a bitch//, 'causing a glitch// in the heart//
Starting to itch//, tearing it all apart//
Yea, I've been there//
Alone and unprepared I met the fear//
Feeling better now//, only got my memories to bear//
That my heart allow//. Shaking in my chair//,
breathing thin air//
Being alone in December, really really sucks//
Love left me, just like the wild ducks//
Feeling low on emotions//
Lost love//, I'm flying above// the oceans//
Trying to find myself again//
But it's raining all over again//
I don't know where I really belong//
Just walking along// the beach//
That's where me and water meet/
It reflects me and my ongoing dream//
About absolutely nothing, it's supreme//
I'm building self-esteem//
It's really hard, could you give me a hand?//
No.. All you tend to do is demand//
Praise the day when you will understand//
Praise the day when I will understand//
I'm like sand//, having problems with rising//
Depending on those surrounding//, is that so surprising?//
You control my fate//, opening//, closening// my gate//
Feeling low on emotions//
Lost love, I'm flying above// the oceans//
Trying to find myself again//
But it's raining all over again//
Kick, snare, kick, snare, kick, snare//
What am I doing? I need to start being aware//
Try to look for those signs saying "Beware// - Danger, danger//"
I got no one to care of//
Walking like a stranger//
Everyone I tend to scare off//
I'm sorry that I've been like a nasty cough//
Please forgive me..
Feeling low on emotions//
Lost love//, I'm flying above// the oceans//
Trying to find myself again//
But it's raining, all over again//