IbbiiisH - Have you ever felt..?

IbbiiisH - Have you ever felt..?

Vers 1
Insomnia and insanity, rage and anger
Lonliness and sorrow, is making a mental danger
My head is exploding, too many thoughts in my head
Unleashing my terror on my friends, then tears I shed
I remorse from a childhood, where I was left alone
Took care of my self with no parents love, I had no such place as home
My misstakes took me to a place far away from where I live
Now I'm trapped in my own imaginary cell, and I cant get away from it
I might have done shit in the past, now I regret in my future
Now I'm locked in a room, which is slowly breaking down my inner structure
But coming from where I'm from, going through that I went
It was impossible to fufill all the dreams that I dreamt
I've been fighting, waiting, wanting to reach something huge
Worked in school, and behaved, then I became a wild animal on the loose
Shit that happend at home, shit that happend in the streets
Made me get insane, and I'm unleashing all that pain on this beat


Chorus.
Have you ever felt a feeling when nobody seems to care?
Have you ever felt so lonley that your only friends are your tears?
Have you ever felt like me, when a sorry doesnt change the past?
Have you ever felt or wondered how long this pain will last?

Have you tried to make changes during impossible situations?
Have you tried for the better, but still causing you own destruction?
Have you tried to ignore, and then again tried to hope?
Have you tried to belive even though every day is as slow?


Vers 2
Betrayers that left me, that I once called my brothers
Those I thought were speciall, turned out to be just like others
People that say they understand, but they havent gone through shit
I dont want your fucking sympathi, so fuck off with it
I'm driven into missmind, I'm crashed into tradgedy
The only friend I seem to have is the shadow beside me
I cant sleep during nights, its not that I'm afraid of nightmares
I'm anyway living through one, I cant wake up, is the light here?
I cant find a switch, to turn on the lights in my life
So I have to keep on seeking, and everyday has to be another fight
I regret so many things, but now its too late to make a change
So many friends that I lost, just because of my fucking rage
And sorry doesnt help, but time might heal wounds
But a scar is left forever,
I'm bounded with my lonliness, I'm used to having no one



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