Hazn - Just Feelings
I've never been a part of the group, I used to stand by the side
Got bullied and beaten, I did'nt want to be alive
This is how it goes, when two worlds collide
I'm crying in my room, I've got nowhere else to hide
I have tried, but I always get denied
Cause my name is funny, so I'm put aside
Never had anybody that could share my pain
So I'm sitting and praying, though I know it's in vain (stavning ?)
The girls they laugh, and call me dumb names
That's the main reason why I'm stuck in the rap game
They all look away, when I got something to say
I wanna get off this train, and just fade away
I remember once, when I thought I was alone
But it seemed I had an appointment, with a fist and a stone
They left me bleeding, I can't figure out why
So I started with cannabis, I flew away when I was high
Had no worries for a while, abusing alcohol and drugs
Creeping out at nights, just to hang with the older thugs
I was a street criminal, with no future plans
And that's really where the problems began
I moved heavier shit, for people that I did'nt know
Fucked my life up, I was addicted by dough
I saw myself as the king, but I was only thirteen
I never gave a shit, cause I was living in a dream
My moms was worried sick, and my dad could'nt take it
I had to stop, when I got myself slit
I got reborn, and said good bye to all my friends
So now I'm gon' stay cool, and chill into the end