ATC- first to be last
I’m the first to be last
When I blast my science
Hope that it will last
Last vision I had didn’t last long
So I go on
Floating on my safe vest
(you’re next stop, the twilight zone)
Depression
Mental aggression
No question, just a lot of answers to deal with
Dealers with feelings of greedy ingredients
Cooking up substance to blow minds
I know mine did
Died on a mine field
Relied on my mind till I climbed to the peak of ultra violence of my mental health
Fell down to find out there was nothing more to have left of that life
So I packed my bag, left the gag and turned left
New directions on a crooked path to lead the way threw this existential emptiness
On my way to the next destination, what will be is up to the destiny
Everybody testing me
Anybody could be a flipster playing tricks to make me feel
Always paranoid,
Must avoid eye contact
Contact my home
E.T phone home
All alone in this blind mass of mass destruct insecure
Not a pure soul in sight
Of course I’m off curse
The cause of the fraud
Cost me a fortune
Taken from my brain cells
Took away my ability to sense wealth ness
Always stressed
Less seek more find
Must seek deeper inside
Where am I?
Hard to find in this UN searched part of me
So pardon me
While I dig threw my feelings
The rest can wait
Can’t wait longer
Must get stronger
Lust must not take over
Stay sober
Solve my intense emotions
Hold on to them tight
Can’t make up a roll with make up like girls
skål !!
~~~War, Hate & Confusion~~~
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