AvM - Fake Paradise
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There was this young boy that met a great girl//
she was really beautiful and her eyes looked like pearls//
They fell in love and we fast forward to 2 months later//
He’s so deeply and sickly in love it makes him hate her//
at first it felt so right but after way to many fights
she decides to leave the boy for the tempting single life//
and in case you haven’t figured that boy me//
AvM is no longer a happy mc//
I was left with a big bleeding hole in my heart//
Love is something I need and I define it as an art//
Dreaming of the girl I thought was the love of my life//
I still don’t understand that I could be to nice//
Sometimes it feels like my pain is gonna last forever//
I got my chance to express myself it’s now or never//
It’s been like for ever but I still cant get over it//
Love is maybe somethin i need to take it slower with//
what happened to loving me forever//
why was it so that we couldn’t stay together//
now you’re gone and im left here alone//
trying to manage but it’s hard on my own// 22 bars
I was lost on the pink clouds with no sense for the real world//
I was laid into ruins and all over one girl//
we couldn’t make it work and you know I tried//
when you left me was the first time in 4 years I cried//
Im so lost I cant even sleep//
you left me stuned without ability to speak//
I see you every almost day in school//
but I just continue walkin trying to keep my cool//
My life has been a fake paradise//
I took love for granted and this is the price//
would you ever believe that a boy could get so fucked up//
I guess that after all these years I just ran out of luck//
sometimes I cry myself to sleep at night//
im over the girl and yet it doesn’t feel that right//
I don’t know what to do and no im not OK//
but I guess im better of without you anyway//
I was lying when I said I was over you cause im not//
I cant tell it to your face so I say it with hiphop//
im so insecure about what I feel//
all I know is that my love for her was real//
but is it still…ah man I don’t know//
but I guess this is the way it was supposed to go//
something is wrong I know it’s just a felling//
the felling of love is like getting higher then the ceiling//
people say that the world is beautiful but there wrong//
people is wondering about what happened just listen to this song//
I’ve been fucked up before but this takes the price//
all of the time I’ve been living in a fake paradise//