The Shame

The Shame

This was the man that made our race a shame/
But if they only knew the pain I went through to stay sane/
They puke everytime they talk about what I became/
They claim that my mom and dad is behind this shame/
They blame them for not raising me in correct ways/
i maintain that I will always stay the same/
And why do I have to explain in a verse or a refrain/
That you talk behind my back and that you do it in vain/
So I'll remain on some beats while you make me insane/
Or will I get so mad that I'll jump infront of a train/
No that aint my style survivor is my name/
It's amazing what I can do with rhymes that I contain/
They told me to come back but I chose to extain/
I decided, and if I go back I have nothing to gain/
It rained and rained but I standed the pain/
And in the end of the road the sunshine came/


Here's the deal, you leave me and I will leave you/
Your transparent, It's so obivous that I can see threw/
Why do speak about me when you can speak to/
do something else, like me, I found something to speak through/
You say so much things but I don't believe you/
You'll be relieved when I leave now I'm naiv to?/
Why can't you mind your own buissnes u make me restless/
Just get this, I will always be mentaly wreckless/
I don't wanna beef with you why do you want to beef with me/
Or do you got tricks up your sleeves that makes my parents grieve/
I got a good heart you don't believe? ask around/
Or will you always have the intention to sourround/
But I dont allow myself to swallow any shet/
I make my own choices don't follow any steps/
And I really wouldn't like to solve anything/
And I don't want a fight that involves many men/


Everytime I pass by you I want to ask why you/
Stare with evil eyes at me and I try to/
not reply the gaise that you hit me with/
I'm seen as dirt and someone you cant rely on/
it dont mean shit to me I'll just ignore/
Its my parents reputation that I really care for/
I got my own problems and you got yours/
Acting like my enemies but living next door/
I'm just the regular guy who would like to shake hands/
No fake plans with a great sense/
Of humor who just likes to smile and laugh/
And see other people having fun and smiling back/
When you can give so much love why do you spread so much hate/
Instead we can relate and not discriminate/
So please understand that these feelings I release/
Is for you to know that I'm just asking for peace/